My StoryBook

 On a recent podcast that i was listening Geoffrey Hitton the renowned AI scientist mentioned that 1 of his regret was that he was not able to spent times with his kids. He was so engulfed and buried in his own pile of work that he had no time to see his kids growing. This i believe is going to happen to most of the parents today when we submerged ourselves into our daily works that consumes hours and days without noticing the sunset and when the sun rises. We are vision of this life has becomes too narrow and eventually losing sight on what is actually important in life. Time goes by are something that we would never be able to rewind. We are not able to witness and experience our children's growth when that phases has gone. We can be this expert in our field and a world renown but maybe one day we will realize that even our children doesn't know us anymore and we also doesn't  know them. 

 Why does words keeps on failing to appear. Why does my mind hovers helplessly trying to find that story to write, why does my hands unable to type the next sentences, my mind unable to conjure that interesting stories ahead. Has my mind gone wary and distraught, has my words become entangled within the thousands synapses that bind the neuron network. Is it a sign of a dwindling mind as my age becomes older, the memory that once was vivid now becomes obscure and wither with each moment of the breath that i take. Has the conscious mind starts to degrade , memory has become a distance past living in the far away land out of reach and out of my hold. How did i enter this stage, is it a sign of alzheimer forgetting and misplacing things of importance. The mind has become jagged and non agile. The body ache throughout signaling the lost of youth with the appearance of wrinkle skins. 

 I was walking down the dark alley illuminated the dim moon light shadowing my every steps , leaves blew with the winds as the darkness of night starts to engulf the light of the day. My step feels heavy with every muscles that is moved. I have taken the light stroll through this alley before looking helplessly at the seas of information flooding my social media. What a waste of time browsing through aimlessly with no purpose and aim. It has been a tiring day , we have been going through pile of papers and files trying to find the missing document that should help us resolve the impending lawsuit at hand.